i love a child i have never met
i love their mother too
more than i really know how to express
is that hard to understand?
somewhere out there is a woman who is either already pregnant
or will become pregnant with the baby that RT and i will get to raise
she is my hero
i feel like as humans we are selfish by nature
we simply think of ourselves first .. even if we wish we didn't
but the birth mom of our child will put herself second in order to make an adoption plan for her baby
can you even imagine?!?
for whatever reasons .. she will decide that her baby will get to have the life that she deeply desires for them by going to live with someone else .. with us
the magnitude of that is hard for me to wrap my brain around
she loves her baby so much that she will be willing to let us raise him/her .. and one thing is for sure .. our baby will know that about their mother. they will know how much she loves them. they will know that is why they live with us .. that is why we get to be their mom and dad
she is not giving up on her child
she is not weak and unwilling
she is the exact oppositeshe is giving up herself for her child
she is the strongest most willing person
strong enough to make an adoption plan to let us raise her child
willing enough to think objectively about what she truly wants for her baby
i adore them both and i can't wait to meet them so that we can all become a family ..