wait patiently

psalm 40:1-2

i waited patiently for the Lord

He turned to me and heard my cry

He lifted me out of the slimy pit

out of the mud and mire 

He set my feet on a rock

and gave me a firm place to stand

this verse keeps coming back to me

it has recently been the verse of the day on my bible app .. it has been part of my daily bible study that comes to my email (twice!)

do you think God is trying to tell me something??

WAIT FOR ME YOU DUM DUM!!

look at your baby and delight in my timing

I know best

WAIT FOR ME!!

i know God .. i am trying .. and i am failing miserably <ha!>

my head knows that i want to wait for the Lord. that He knows what my family looks like in its completion. He knows who the littlest's siblings will be and when we will get to meet them

my heart on the other hand ..

it has a hard time

my heart is open and ready for that baby

my heart is raw and vulnerable

my heart is anxious and feels doubtful and sad

how can i align my head and my heart??

i know the right answer .. give it to God .. focus on His word .. wait patiently for Him .. pray! pray! pray! .. i am trying .. admittedly it is really hard!!

wait patiently for the Lord

He turned to me and heard my cry

He lifted me out of the slimy pit

out of the mud and mire 

He set my feet on a rock

and gave me a firm place to stand

psalm 40:1-2

happy wednesday!!