two weeks+5 days

photo taken from here

i don't know why but this post is hard for me to write
i don't know why but i don't know what to say
i don't know why but i don't know how i feel

but i do know that tomorrow morning at 10:45 

i will be two weeks and five days pregnant with our teeny tiny little babies

they will no longer be frozen
they will no longer be in a lab
they will no longer be in a petri dish

they will finally be inside of me 

where i imagine it is warm and cozy and smells like sleep 

{if you don't know me you will think that last one is really weird ha!}

i hope they like it in there
i hope they get all sorts of comfortable and decide to stay for nine months or so
i hope that 9 to 11 days after tomorrow they will both still be in there hanging out and getting bigger

i hope